Saturday, February 05, 2005

Once upon a time there was a pretty little blonde girl. She was young and innocent and had no idea what the future held. Her world was made up of a wonderful home, a few friends, and no worries. Everyday she would come home and jump on the trampoline. Out there she felt so free and carefree.
Nothing mattered.

She smiled at life and giggled at hers. She would fall asleep everynight listening to the cars drive by. The lights on her wall would come and go. Reflections of growing up.

She had no idea.

She's not right anymore. Inside her head everything is unorganized and confused.
She understands everything just like you understand someone talking on a cellphone with no reception.
"You're breaking up, " they'll say, "I can't hear you anymore... "

There's no way out. No cell phone towers anywhere.

She looks to friends and music and candles.
Any way to find a piece of mind.
But she's okay. always okay.

There is love all around. But when things go wrong... she feels alone.
She knows why. But she doesn't know what to do or how to do it. There are no batteries that can just be replaced because she's not a toy.

This girl's got marks and scars and stories.
Secrets and lies.
But she's honest and tells everyone.

If you see a beautifully smelling obscure maroon mark on her skin, tell her that everything is going to be okay.

Everything is going to be okay.
because everything is okay.

Why isn't everything okay??

5 Comments:

Blogger Unknown said...

Wooooooooooooow. <----me being shocked and amazed.
Whoever said that rose stuff - wicked cool.

But anyways heath, we ALL feel like that. And if we don't today, then we will tomorrow because of something completely unrelated and stupid - like someone sneezing - and then before you know it you'll be cheered up again and you'll wonder why you didn't notice all the cell phone towers that were right in your backyard the whole time.

Make sense? Well, trust me, i get ya, 'cause it happens to me all the time. Love ya.

And what kind of candles do you like???

6:09 PM  
Blogger Lippy said...

all kinds.

9:16 PM  
Blogger christina said...

who ever said the little blonde girl was pretty? ;)

ppg. we all make mistakes. ppcg's are here to keep an eye out, EVEN IF it means they get offended and hurt.


what's passed is past.

1:15 AM  
Blogger Lippy said...

I'm glad I have you...
even if I dont anymore as much as I used to.

You're my inspiration and my model. You know that and I know that.
You're name is the banner of my phone... just as a little reminder. :)

I'll love you forever. (that means infinity.)
:)

10:51 PM  
Blogger MOMSNOMS said...

my dear miss. watka, i love you with all my heart and soul, and i know how it feels when things arent right or ok, and when your mind is in a million different places and everything seems so far away from perfect. but please know that im always here for you...you can call me and yell and vent to me, you can climb through my bedroom window at 2 am if you want. im here for you and you know the number. dont pay any attention to the fact that i live all the way out in east bumm, im always always always here.

xoxo

7:12 PM  

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