I was talking to an old, but still great friend of mine today.

I haven't seen him in over a year and a half.

I miss him.

I miss them all.

I have to admit though, I did miss them a lot more before...

I missed them so much... I used to say that no one understood how much I missed them... and I'm going to stick with that.

I dont think anyone, except maybe two people, really knew what i was going through.

Crying myself to sleep night after night.

It got old.

It took me two years to really get over it.

TWO YEARS!!

I'm not saying that i cried myself to sleep for two years straight, dont get me wrong.

But it was a while.

And now i'm just trying to say that i still miss them... and I truly cant wait to go back...

But I am finally happy here.