I love the game.



I really do.

But I’m scared.

Scared because this is all that I have and I can’t mess up.

And you know that I don’t work well with pressure.
Pressure to perform.

Its just hard. To have this pressure on top of everything else.

Throw me into a new environment with completely new people and new pressure and tell me to do the best because the rest of my life depends on this.

I crumble.


But I can't afford to crumble this time which makes it even worse.



But its ok... because I love the game.


And I know I can do it.





*I will do it.*