Friday, December 31, 2004

We created such a beautiful thing in 4 short years.
Something that should never be lost or forgotten.
I miss you so much, but we're not lost.
Just disturbed. We were thrown a curve ball, but we can get through it; I know we can.

I lost myself too when I lost everything. And I had no one to help me search.

Everything happens for a reason, pretty. We'll make it, we will.
forever and ever amen.


We've made it this far and that means that we already won. We were always victorious in the silly games that we would make up and play for hours... only some things change.

*I miss you too much, my love.* I love you.

Thursday, December 30, 2004

Made'ya look! ...just like you "made me do it."

Saturday, December 25, 2004

I just hate it when days like this end.

Merry Christmas to all... and to all a good night.

Thursday, December 23, 2004

It's Christmas... simple as that. :)
And around Christmas time everyone is just a little more happy.
So as you're reading this right now, I think you should smile.

*Merry Christmas everyone.*
Let the carols begin ;)

Monday, December 20, 2004

I don't wanna run away, but I can't take it...

I don't understand.
I just don't understand. and sometimes I wonder if I'll ever understand. . For god's sake, you're the only one that knows. Just explain. Be mean. Be harsh. Be cold. Hurt me again. Go ahead, tell it like it is... I can take it. If nothing else, from this I've finally learned how to deal with pain. Make me understand.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

My dreams have gotten out of control.
It was a little bump in our road. No... not a bump... more like a dip, because for a while we were just stuck.


*We've made it before... let's make it again.*
Sometimes I think so highly of you. Like you're real again.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Listen...
I'm not asking for much.
Just one more night.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

I was not ready to hear you so sad.

Come home, pretty girl. (if only for a little while...)
I miss you. (and college really is over-rated.)

*And I love you so so so so so much.*

"baby don't cry,
I'm always by your side."