A little less than four years later and he's back just the same as before. give or take a little. ;)

And then gone once again. A very nice visit, nonetheless.

*life is unpredictable.*

I have recently discovered a new and spectacular thing. It's called my place. I know where it is now. and I don't think anyone could ever know how exciting and relieving that is to me. Everything has finally worked out just like I always wanted it to. All that jealousy and wishing and hoping and praying has finally paid off. And believe me, I was getting pretty damn sick of being jealous. It all feels so perfect now. No glitches, no bumps, no errors... nothing. Somehow we just work.
I was getting worried that there would always be that one single undeniable flaw; But now I am proud to say that it is gone. Vanished... *poof*... as if it were never there in the first place.

Things like this don't come around everyday. They are actually pretty rare. We are rare. and I intend on enjoying this to its FULL potential. I appreciate all of it so much. all of it. and I will... forever. (forever and ever amen.)

Because that's how long its going to last.

I feel it.
I feel it I feel it I feel it.

We are all going to last forever... together.
Thanks everyone. I love you. Each and every one of you.

I'm so glad that we are finally 'us.'

Alright... this is it.
I know what I want now.


Come and get me.

The whole city smiled for us tonight. I felt it all around me... even in the bitter cold that bit at my face. The face that looks just like yours.
Because when we're together there is no need for anything but smiles.

I overwhelmed with pride when I am with you. I just want to scream, "This is my sister! She wears great pants with scarves as belts and ribbons in her hair. Her lips will always shine as do her eyes which are 'just a bit bluer than mine.' She will walk through the snow in clogs anyday to prevent putting on real shoes. And she knows how to eccentuate an outfit with only the most appropriate beads. That's just who she is.
Appreciate her now because people like this don't come along everyday. and I am proud to say that when I grow up, I want to be just like my pretty city girl.
She is in my every breath because we breathe for eachother."

I will always look forward to seeing you.

*Our love could stop a battle, Beeb.*

That was phenomenal.

Simply great. I just want to write out everything about it. Everything... excluding NOTHING. I love it all.

So many new friends; wonderful people; heartfelt performances; tears, smiles, screams, and the like; clapping in a new way; dancing; flirting; the list goes on and on.

*That was the most fun I've had in a long time.*

This new shade of day-old stage make-up is glowing for everyone to see. Look at how happy she is and tell her of her apple cheeks. Nothing could break her now. A step up... a real step up. The symbolism... on stage... off stage. I love you. Those beautiful creatures with fluttering wings were everywhere today. Routines made and kept. Surprise surprise surprise surprise. Rules broken with no punishment. A love for everything around. Admiration for the most unadmirable people. Your future starts now. I love you. Snapshots with angry faces. Flickers and looks. Nerves and breathing. You know, I think I could do this. Beginnings of endings. There is hope. Comforting smiles and hugs from all. Love is all around. They were all around. She is a star. The concern, the protection. Cold, hard hate with bruises to prove it. But is hate ever real? Flattering invitations. Smiles that could win battles. I love you. Good vibes are flying... there is no escape. Explosions with reactions. LOVE. Improvements... no mistakes. Relationships with the best of friends. Friends with the best. Hair, our eyes, faces, necks. Yawns and laughs. I will always find you. I see you on the inside. Photos of love. There is a reason for our companionship. There is a reason for everything. I love the way it looks. Empty and full. There is enthusiasm. Disappointment fought for one light. Disappointment fails. I love you. Oh, let me continue forever.

Spectacular. Magnificent. Outstanding. Marvelous. Superb. Miraculous. Indescribable.