Stress is getting the best of me and that's a fact.
But ladies, tonight was marvelous.
I was giddy... jumping around from pure excitement. and for what reason? The music at the beginning of the game? Not really. The boys on the ice? Probably not.
I loved the feeling. I have so much fun with you all.
You know what... screw memorizing tedious lines and researching reproductive systems.
Forget it!
I needed tonight.
And as much as I had on my mind that could have ruined my entire night,
it failed.
*I was happier in those couple hours than I have been in a very long time.*
I have slept with two comforters on my bed for the past few nights. The wind is vicious and the snow whips around as if it has been caught in the most terrible tornado.
I'm afraid of tornadoes and I'm sure those comforters protect me from the tragedies that could occur from being vulnerable.
Baby, It's too cold out and without those comforters, I would freeze.
I can be your warmth, lovey.
Because I really don't want you to freeze.
Your arms are already frozen and your legs are slowly being drawn to the snowy twister. It's dangerous in there, little girl... get out while you can.
Familiar smells and routines are a neccessity. I understand that, you know I do.
But you just wait... because when the air stops spinning and rain decides to fall, the flowers will grow.
Lilacs bloom at the end of my driveway and boy are they beautiful.
I just can't wait.
We are ready to run. ready ready ready ready.
...this time, we can both sit in the front.
You'll find me in the passenger's seat.
*...sweet right here in the passenger's seat.* I love you more than words could ever express.
"You and me together will be, forever you'll see. We two can be good company, you and me. Yes together we two; together that's you... forever with me. We'll always be good company, you and me, yes together we'll be."
You and me together will be, forever you'll see, we'll always be good company, you and me...
just wait and see."
Goodnight, my pretty city girl.
I love you so much.
... and this is where I tell you that I miss you.
Oh geez.
What a night... WHAT a night.
Washing hair in the bathtub, pizza, doing wicked girly things ("Let's do eachother's hair!! haha), hangin in the living room, migrating to my room, TWISTER, attack of the killer volleyball AND bigass yoga ball, the wonderful idea of going to play/wrestle in the snow, bloody lips and skinned elbows, falling ALL over the place, bringing in wood for my sisters, card whipping wars, pillow fights, walking to White Hen in the middle of the night, wondering if the cop was actually going to talk to us or just watch from afar, Truth or Dare (hahahaha we're so cool!), fighting over who sleeps where and what music we listen to, and finally settling in for the night, but NOT sleeping... the list goes on.
I don't think I could be much more satisfied.
... oh, the memories. :)
I have finally found what I wanted to for such a long time. And I just hope more than anything that it stays. Because in reality, I couldn't ask for too much more.
*Here's to a wonderful night.* cheers.
... and hopefully more to come.
I love having things to look forward to.
:-) :-) :-)
*I just love it.*
Enjoy:
Thirteen things you like:
1. my sisters
2. kissing
3. sleep
4. Boston
5. volleyball
6. pillows
7. friends
8. my parents
9. music
10. fire
11. writing
12. fog!
13. summer
Thirteen things you DONT like:
1. assholes
2. girls (only some of you know what I mean here. haha)
3. my nails right now
4. lying
5. hypocrites
6. sandwichs
7. tornados
8. being broke
9. shin splints
10. not being able to cry
11. bad dreams
12. school
13. lonliness
Ten movies:
1. Save the Last Dance
2. "O"
3. Shreck
4. The Shining
5. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
6. Finding Nemo
7. Oceans Twelve
8. Thirteen
9. The Sixth Sense
10. Pearl Harbor
Eleven good friends (in no particular order):
1. Paige
2. Ellen
3. Kerry
4. Katie
5. Maggy
6. Meg
7. Taylor
8. Robin
9. Sciac
10. Alan
11. Fatty
Eight things about you....physically:
1. Blondie
2. tall
3. white
4. green eyes
5. scars
6. make-up
7. straight hair
8. unless i curl it/make it curly
Seven Favorite foods/drinks...
1. PESSI
2. kettle corn
3. Diet Peach Snapple
4. clementines
5. chocolate
6. bread
7. pasta
Seven things that you wear daily:
1. jeans
2. some sort of shirt
3. black or brown belt
4. socks
5. bra-- black or blue or red
6. makeup
7. thong thuh thong thong thong :)
Five things that annoy you:
1. hypocrites
2. obsession
3. school
4. bad music
5. TV
Five things you touch everyday:
1. my hair
2. my cell phone
3. the fridge
4. my light switch
5. someone else
Four shows you watch...
1. I don't watch TV
2. Friends (DVD)
3. I don't watch TV
4. I don't watch TV
Two celebrites that you have a crush on...
1. Ewan McGregor
2. Sean Patrick Thomas
"So Heath, what'd you do on the snowday??"
"Well, you know..."
Haha, I suck. :)
...alright you two, I have found my defense mechanism.
And I despise it.
I'm sorry.
You can find me crying alone in my room on nights like this.
There's just too much to come.
It was so great to talk to you again.
